TODAY IS 30 YEARS SINCE MY MOM PASSED AWAY...30 YEARS...I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S BEEN THAT LONG SINCE I'VE SEEN, KISSED, HUGGED, OR SPENT TIME WITH YOU. I STILL MISS YOU NOW, AS MUCH AS I DID BEFORE. IT'S BEEN HARD GROWING UP WITHOUT A ROLE MODEL TO FOLLOW. I FEEL THAT I MISSED OUT ON FULLY KNOWING YOU...YOU WERE ONLY 52...I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD LIVE TO SEE THAT AGE.
AND YET, HERE I SIT AND WRITE ABOUT YOU...OLDER, SOMETIMES A BIT WISER...BUT THE LONGING FOR YOU NEVER WANES. I THINK I HAD TO GROW UP FASTER BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE YOU AROUND...MOTHER'S DAYS ARE ALWAYS DIFFICULT WITHOUT YOU.
EVEN THOUGH I AM A MOTHER OF 2 BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS, JEN IS ALMOST 25, AND STEF IS 22, I STILL WANT MINE. I WISH YOU COULD OF SEEN THEM...I COULD SEE THE JOY ON YOUR FACE...IF YOU HAD.
THE MISSING HOLE NEVER GETS FILLED UP BECAUSE, NO ONE COULD EVER FILL YOUR SHOES :)
LOVE AND PEACE TO YOU ALWAYS
DEBBIE
Hi Debbie, Just read this post. So beautiful.
ReplyDeleteYour mum does see your girls from above. She sees you too.
I lost my dear dad last year and miss him heaps. Father's Day is a hard day to get through.
Love and hugs.